Play my favourite song.

Friday, July 17, 2009

i hate everyday of my life,

i dont know what to do.

fuck it

Monday, May 11, 2009

i dont understand why Singapore have people who are so damn inconsiderate.

there is just this annoying fat girl right next to me, who is making so much noise.

gosh! and im in a LIBRARY. for god's sake, you wanna talk loudly go outside pls !

and learn how to whisper la !

i plugged in my headphones and i cant still hear her.

laughing her ass off with another guy, i think its her boyfriend.

wth everyone looking at them but they still dont get it ,

that they are too loud.

make so much noisy.

i cant even do my work quietly.

trisha yearwood is so good. (:

ok maybe not so good

but good (:

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

heres a songs that i recently heard, lyrics are quite interesting.
there's always gonna be another mountain,
but i always wanna make it move,
always gonna be an uphill battle,
sometimes i know i've got to lose.
aint about how fast i get there,
aint about whats waiting on the other side,
its the climb.

quite cheesy, but i like it.
hahah
ok i admit, its quite childish. hahahah (:

oh well (:

Monday, April 06, 2009

wow
it has been a long time since i last updated my blog,
seems pretty dead here,
but well, its good that its dead, in that case, no one will ever come and read it.

sometimes there are ups and downs in life,
i never did complain,
or maybe never did complain. (:

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

the pressure is building

and it cant be stopped,

somehow you dont understand

and i dont know what to say.

why are you always insecure?

why ? i really dont understand.

you rather listen to someone thats not even trustworthy,

and get so worried, insecure and scared over things

than to listen to me.

im such a failure,

yes i am.

Sunday, November 02, 2008

dear god.

please bring her to a safe place in heaven,

let her be peaceful and safe there.

may you rest in peace.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

one word to describe my life and mood now:

fuck.

school isnt stressing me out yet,

so im still fine with it.

oh well,

guess its family and relationship thats bothering me.

hmm,

lets see,

parents found out about my supposedly " well-kept " secret and ...

we are gonna have a " heart to heart " talk this sat.

wonder how it will be like,

i guess they will probably just chase me out of house.

since my mom's like pretending i dont exist and that she had one less daughter.

well.

nth that i can do right,

wont change anything. so i might as well tell the truth.

dont wanna talk about it alr.

making me feel more like fuck

wth -_-

stiff, i know youre gonna read this one day,

blame it on my selfishness and jealousy.

i just dont like that fact that shes meeting you.

alright.

and im telling it to you here

because i dont know how to say it.

its gonna be tough for both of us.

i know.

but its just kinda upsetting when youre not replying

and god knows what can happened when youre alone with her.

see? im not as nice as what you think i am.

and let me tell you,

everyone esp girls gets jealous easily

even when they say they dont.

thats because they care.

and i know for the fact that i care.

really a lot.

i just hope you will reply soon.

love,